I have now completed 1 week of Universtity with a couple of other days on the side, unfortunately I do not think I am fitting in to what I am going to call the Uni shaped box. This Uni shaped box, is what I am calling the average persona of a student at University which someone who partys every night, gets drunk pretty much every night and doesn't actually do that much studying in the first year! I however, think the idea of being at Uni is to get a degree witht he fun on the side meaning not getting drunk all the time and partying all night, every night sooooooo..... I hope you can see where I am going with that :(
Well I have to say that I think with a bit of time I will come to greatly enjoy my time at Uni and the beginning of this week seems to be much better than last week :)
I do want to say that no matter how long I will be at Uni, the thing that will become apparent is that I will never forget my 6th form friends becasue they are the best thing that has ever happened to me :D
Tuesday, 27 September 2011
Thursday, 18 August 2011
A new Chapter in life
Well today was results day and well, what can I say....UCAS breaks down so no one can see whether they have got into their choices or not. Typical Britain.....
I managed to achieve a B in Applied Science, C in History and General Studies and a D in Physical Education but with that I managed to get into University :D !
So now, whenever I start, I am off to CCCU to study Policing and Pre-service and am one step closer to becoming a true Police Officer !
I managed to achieve a B in Applied Science, C in History and General Studies and a D in Physical Education but with that I managed to get into University :D !
So now, whenever I start, I am off to CCCU to study Policing and Pre-service and am one step closer to becoming a true Police Officer !
Tuesday, 16 August 2011
The final Post
This will be the final post before I get m results so it kinda seems fit to, well, you know, talk about exams....These resuls will determine what I do for at least the next 3 years of my life so, it think its fair that I am allowed to be just a little nevous about them to be honest. The problem is that I go through 'worry' phases. This is where I panic and then an hour or so later I am fine then back to panicing....I kinda just wich I would decide to do one or another...Damn emotion swings :)
Basically, all I want to say is a MASSIVE good luck to all my friends and everyone else who took full A-levels this year!!!
Basically, all I want to say is a MASSIVE good luck to all my friends and everyone else who took full A-levels this year!!!
Wednesday, 20 July 2011
Holy Crap!!! I went to Silverstone
OMG <--- I usually really hate that saying but I think it is apt for what I am about to talk about. I have been to Silverstone :) and despite the horrid weather the atmosphere was totally great throughout the whole weekend. I loved every minute of it and that is no lie. Even the camping was good although admittingly with flushing toliets and hot running showers, camping, I suppose is a loose word to use.
So the weekend began on Thursday really, the 7th, with the journey up to the circuit, it was ok actually not too bad traffic wise and we made good time. The only downside was the MASSIVE rainstorm that hit whilst we were on the Motor way. There is something quite scary when you are travelling 60mph (limit for a car on a motorway pulling a trailer tent) and all of a sudden, you cannot see a bloody thing!!
The tent took forever to be put up but once settled down, the rain came again. No worries.....
Friday was most definately the worst day for the weather, it was constantly raining with only the slightest of pauses in between but we managed to walk the whole outside of the circiut and sit in the neww pit straight complex, well opposite it anyway. We also sat at Luffield, Stowe, a brief sitiing in Village and in some of the standy up places.
Saturday, weather again patchy but with better sunny spells and this was obviously, qualifying day :) last practice sitting at becketts gave us the area to what we could look out for what was in store for Sunday as it lies dead opposite our appointed seats. Finally, for the Qualifying, we sat at Vale.
Sunday, and race day!!! Apart from the total down pour during the Red Arrows performace, it stayed completelty dry which actually led to a decent race. Unfortunately, the wrong person won but it was better than to see a repeat of previous races so I was happy. The after race party was awsome, decent music and of course the chain was played :) but the highlight was beign able to see the drivers, well some of them, for a casual interview.....TOTALLY AWSOME, Di Resta, Buemi and Algashuri, Button, Hamilton, Jackie Stewart. Damon Hill, Vettel, Webber and a few more!!!!!!!! After that we took to the TRACK, the actual track and you would never guess who was just leaving from their time on stage.... SEB VETTEL, I was an arms length away. Picked up some Pirelli Marbles and a little bit of broken track....Oh and some of the gravel trap :P
Altogether a Totally fantastic weekend and I would love to go again. The atmosphere was incredible and the noise of the F1 cars are unforgetable too...I miss it already :S
So the weekend began on Thursday really, the 7th, with the journey up to the circuit, it was ok actually not too bad traffic wise and we made good time. The only downside was the MASSIVE rainstorm that hit whilst we were on the Motor way. There is something quite scary when you are travelling 60mph (limit for a car on a motorway pulling a trailer tent) and all of a sudden, you cannot see a bloody thing!!
The tent took forever to be put up but once settled down, the rain came again. No worries.....
Friday was most definately the worst day for the weather, it was constantly raining with only the slightest of pauses in between but we managed to walk the whole outside of the circiut and sit in the neww pit straight complex, well opposite it anyway. We also sat at Luffield, Stowe, a brief sitiing in Village and in some of the standy up places.
Saturday, weather again patchy but with better sunny spells and this was obviously, qualifying day :) last practice sitting at becketts gave us the area to what we could look out for what was in store for Sunday as it lies dead opposite our appointed seats. Finally, for the Qualifying, we sat at Vale.
Sunday, and race day!!! Apart from the total down pour during the Red Arrows performace, it stayed completelty dry which actually led to a decent race. Unfortunately, the wrong person won but it was better than to see a repeat of previous races so I was happy. The after race party was awsome, decent music and of course the chain was played :) but the highlight was beign able to see the drivers, well some of them, for a casual interview.....TOTALLY AWSOME, Di Resta, Buemi and Algashuri, Button, Hamilton, Jackie Stewart. Damon Hill, Vettel, Webber and a few more!!!!!!!! After that we took to the TRACK, the actual track and you would never guess who was just leaving from their time on stage.... SEB VETTEL, I was an arms length away. Picked up some Pirelli Marbles and a little bit of broken track....Oh and some of the gravel trap :P
Altogether a Totally fantastic weekend and I would love to go again. The atmosphere was incredible and the noise of the F1 cars are unforgetable too...I miss it already :S
Friday, 24 June 2011
Nerves at an all time High
You know that feeling that you get right before an exam? Yeah thats the one, well today is my last exam and well, I have that feeling! The annoying thing is that the exam isn't until this afternoon so I now have to hang around while this feeling builds up and builds up until an uncontrolable panic attack sets in. I think I might be a little OTT there but I just hate afternoon exams. The only good thing that comes from them is that you can have that extra hour in bed, any more than an hour and you feel guilty. So, yeah, My last exam. It also happens to be my longest of 2hr30, which isn't the longest I know but i do not get the luxury of being able to go home and relax after this exam, no... I have to go to work. This can be a good thing though, it'll mean I will not be able to ponder over the exam whixh I would probably end up doing if I went home. This will only happen if we are busy so if your not busy this afternoon/this evening....pop down to WWX please!!!
All I shall say is that the feeling you get before you enter the exam....its a good thing, do not let it get you down. Nerves help you stay alert and awake which is only a good thing if you're entering a silent room for 2hr30 isn't it?
Roll on tonight
All I shall say is that the feeling you get before you enter the exam....its a good thing, do not let it get you down. Nerves help you stay alert and awake which is only a good thing if you're entering a silent room for 2hr30 isn't it?
Roll on tonight
Monday, 6 June 2011
Happier times call for memory recall
Yesterday, I posted a rather sad and dull post and I promised that a nicer post was coming your way......well here it is. Read and enjoy!
There have been many times throughout my life that I will always remember for good reasons as they were happy times. For instance, last day of Sixth form was awsome for so many reasons. However, I would Like to start my memory recal further back in time, not as far as childhood dreaming, no, that would be ridiculous!
No I shall start in the last couple of years at secondary school. St. Georges never really was the best school but I never really cared when I was there. I had great times in that old falling down wreck of a school but it had character which the new build lacks tremendously by the way!!! No great times there came not only from its character but the people in it, well some of them any way. My friendship group was Awsome and there was nothing that would have gotten in the way of that. Prefect duties in the main building where we let kids in just to chase after them threatning them with detention and the laughs that we shared were some of the most memorable moments of my secondary school life.
To top off the events from St. Georges, such as end of year trips to Adventure Island...Epic times by the way....I would just like to thank a few people that made St. Georges, the best Secondary school I could have asked for. Abs, my bff, although we haven't really spoken or gotten together since the end of year 11, you were the best friend I could have asked for. Fun times, laughs and unforgettable moments will always stay in my mind no matter what and I promise after exams, we will catch up and have more epic times to remember.
Sam, you were the only one who shared the same want for the thrill factor as me, the only one who wanted to test out the biggest and best rides at Adventure Island but we managed to persade the others so all was well in the end. Benji, Lol well what can I say about you.....dead arms went a totally different level? I love the fact that you always thought you weere right when actually you really weren't but we let you off anyway cause we could barely understand a word you were saying haha! Oh and who else but Laurence, the person I have known for pretty much the majority of my life so I don't think it can be summed up in a couple of sentences but i'll give it a try. Although you always thought you were better at everything, deep down I know that this isn't really what you thought, I know that you did actually believe I was a decent cricket player way back in years 3-6. I can take the criticism as I know, well hope, that you didn't mean all of it :)
So that sums up Secondary school. Chatham House and Year 12 wasn't really that much fun for me, at one point I was debating leaving as I really thought things couldn't get much worse but then I met Kirby and she showed me that things weren't so bad after all....Thank you.
Year 13 however, has been the best year of my life!!!!! No Lie..... I have made some pretty awsome friends that actually like me for who I am not who society saids I should be!! ANNA, ALISON, CHARLOTTE, GRACE, JOE, NICOLA, ELODIE, LIZZY, KATRINA, OLIVIA, RUTH I love you all and I could never ask for better friends and I know that whatever life brings me, If I manage to get into the police force or not, you guys will be there for me, I hope so anyway otherwise this would have been for nothing ;)
Some of the memories that I have made from year 13 are undeniably some of the best anyone can ask for...Waka Waka at the end of year 12 just begins the list of things that I can go into. Singing in the rain, 5 Years time, Sherbert pips, the world, dip dip, downhill pursuit, big guns, air vents, water fight, hot tub, beach with the unbreakable bottle....I could go on and on and on and on and on but knowing me I will end up spelling something wrong so I shall bring it to an end here I think.........
Just want to say one last thing....thank you all for being there and I can safely say that without you, my life would have been and would always be ridiculously boring so thank you for making it worthwhile and absolutely fantastic!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There have been many times throughout my life that I will always remember for good reasons as they were happy times. For instance, last day of Sixth form was awsome for so many reasons. However, I would Like to start my memory recal further back in time, not as far as childhood dreaming, no, that would be ridiculous!
No I shall start in the last couple of years at secondary school. St. Georges never really was the best school but I never really cared when I was there. I had great times in that old falling down wreck of a school but it had character which the new build lacks tremendously by the way!!! No great times there came not only from its character but the people in it, well some of them any way. My friendship group was Awsome and there was nothing that would have gotten in the way of that. Prefect duties in the main building where we let kids in just to chase after them threatning them with detention and the laughs that we shared were some of the most memorable moments of my secondary school life.
To top off the events from St. Georges, such as end of year trips to Adventure Island...Epic times by the way....I would just like to thank a few people that made St. Georges, the best Secondary school I could have asked for. Abs, my bff, although we haven't really spoken or gotten together since the end of year 11, you were the best friend I could have asked for. Fun times, laughs and unforgettable moments will always stay in my mind no matter what and I promise after exams, we will catch up and have more epic times to remember.
Sam, you were the only one who shared the same want for the thrill factor as me, the only one who wanted to test out the biggest and best rides at Adventure Island but we managed to persade the others so all was well in the end. Benji, Lol well what can I say about you.....dead arms went a totally different level? I love the fact that you always thought you weere right when actually you really weren't but we let you off anyway cause we could barely understand a word you were saying haha! Oh and who else but Laurence, the person I have known for pretty much the majority of my life so I don't think it can be summed up in a couple of sentences but i'll give it a try. Although you always thought you were better at everything, deep down I know that this isn't really what you thought, I know that you did actually believe I was a decent cricket player way back in years 3-6. I can take the criticism as I know, well hope, that you didn't mean all of it :)
So that sums up Secondary school. Chatham House and Year 12 wasn't really that much fun for me, at one point I was debating leaving as I really thought things couldn't get much worse but then I met Kirby and she showed me that things weren't so bad after all....Thank you.
Year 13 however, has been the best year of my life!!!!! No Lie..... I have made some pretty awsome friends that actually like me for who I am not who society saids I should be!! ANNA, ALISON, CHARLOTTE, GRACE, JOE, NICOLA, ELODIE, LIZZY, KATRINA, OLIVIA, RUTH I love you all and I could never ask for better friends and I know that whatever life brings me, If I manage to get into the police force or not, you guys will be there for me, I hope so anyway otherwise this would have been for nothing ;)
Some of the memories that I have made from year 13 are undeniably some of the best anyone can ask for...Waka Waka at the end of year 12 just begins the list of things that I can go into. Singing in the rain, 5 Years time, Sherbert pips, the world, dip dip, downhill pursuit, big guns, air vents, water fight, hot tub, beach with the unbreakable bottle....I could go on and on and on and on and on but knowing me I will end up spelling something wrong so I shall bring it to an end here I think.........
Just want to say one last thing....thank you all for being there and I can safely say that without you, my life would have been and would always be ridiculously boring so thank you for making it worthwhile and absolutely fantastic!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, 5 June 2011
Denial
I think I have finally accepted the fact that I am emotionally immature. I always had an incline that I was but never wanted to admitt it. I do not think though, that this is always a bad thing but when you are trying to convince your parents that you are mature enough to start living your life, it can become a bit of a problem. Luckily today, when this occoured to me, I managed to hide away so no one actually found out....phew!!!
You may want to know how and this event occoured and I would love to share all but I do not think I am ready to share all information and its not really my place to say anyway. All I will say is that it has to do with family situation. What gets to me is that I want to stay strong for my family and be there when they need a helping hand or a reassuring thumb!
So from now on a change of mood is necerssairy, I need to talk control of my emotions and not let everything get me down. I need to realise that I can be sad but that does not technically mean I have to cry. I think this is possible but it will take time and a lot of effort. I have to remember to staty strong otherwise all will not be ok
OK i know this was another misrable post but next time I promise it will be nice and cheery
You may want to know how and this event occoured and I would love to share all but I do not think I am ready to share all information and its not really my place to say anyway. All I will say is that it has to do with family situation. What gets to me is that I want to stay strong for my family and be there when they need a helping hand or a reassuring thumb!
So from now on a change of mood is necerssairy, I need to talk control of my emotions and not let everything get me down. I need to realise that I can be sad but that does not technically mean I have to cry. I think this is possible but it will take time and a lot of effort. I have to remember to staty strong otherwise all will not be ok
OK i know this was another misrable post but next time I promise it will be nice and cheery
Tuesday, 3 May 2011
Another video....
This is a video that I have been working on for a little while and just thought it would be nice to put it on here!!
Friday, 29 April 2011
The video that was refused by facebook!!!!!
I tried to put this on facebook and it told me that it had to be removed because it contained something or other which it doesn't so here it is as I think its a nice video and want you all to see it
Sunday, 24 April 2011
A namelss blog for meaningful words
Today I went over to my mothers and that is always a nice time in my opinion. Its nice to get away from the everyday routine. It was also nice to see my younger brothers andd sister who I haven't seen in a while. The only problem is that this side of my family is going through a lot of problems at the moment. I don't think it is my place to state what is going on but I need to vent somewhere and here is where to for that to happen. I do not want to burden anyone with what going on in my head at the moment as there are probably more dramatic things going on in their lives then in my head. So I am going to write it all down and if anyone reads it then they will have a glimpse into what is going on.
At 18years old people start to belive that you are more grown up and adult both physically and mentally. This does not happen overnight and I don't know whether that is a good thing or not. I want to be informed of what is going on in the real world and not kept out of the loop like a child but it can become too much. I do not think I am mature enough yet to cope with some of the emothional demands of what some adults have to go through.
Basically, my mum lets me know how the situation involving my younger siblings is going on once a week. I want to know what is going on but I am finding it difficult to keep my emothions in check. I want to stay strong for her and I don't know if I can. I am really worried that this situation is going to break up the family and I do not want this to happenas I think anyone would.
Today was hard as mum had more to say about the situation then usual and teh stuff that was said was difficult to hear. The annoying thing is that there isn't 1 bloody think I can do about it and its driving me insane. I know how my mum must feel but stress is running high here too due to exams that will determine my future are coming up. When is it that the most problematic moments in your life occour when you never want them too?
At 18years old people start to belive that you are more grown up and adult both physically and mentally. This does not happen overnight and I don't know whether that is a good thing or not. I want to be informed of what is going on in the real world and not kept out of the loop like a child but it can become too much. I do not think I am mature enough yet to cope with some of the emothional demands of what some adults have to go through.
Basically, my mum lets me know how the situation involving my younger siblings is going on once a week. I want to know what is going on but I am finding it difficult to keep my emothions in check. I want to stay strong for her and I don't know if I can. I am really worried that this situation is going to break up the family and I do not want this to happenas I think anyone would.
Today was hard as mum had more to say about the situation then usual and teh stuff that was said was difficult to hear. The annoying thing is that there isn't 1 bloody think I can do about it and its driving me insane. I know how my mum must feel but stress is running high here too due to exams that will determine my future are coming up. When is it that the most problematic moments in your life occour when you never want them too?
Sunday, 17 April 2011
just a glance
I have been thinking and reflecting on the day to day goings on throughout the community which is Thanet.
There are many things that we look over when going about our day to day lives like the idea that the everyone around us is not to be spoken too or somethimes even recognising someones existance. Don't get me wrong, this happens all over the world but the micro climate of here in Thanet seems to escalate things into overdrive. It's like the ideas that if you are one of the older generations then you loook towards us younger generation through the same single blind sided eyes. Just because there is a, I want to say small, Medium majority of us who are the stupid, uneducated idiots that you seem to class everyone of our generation.....does not mean that all of us are like this. Many of us wish to go to university and move on with our lives.
However, that is not to say that the younger generation are any better. When we look at the older people we see see inable people who aer forgetful who remind you every 30 seconds of what happened when they were our age. This, again, is a blind side of the the dice....not all of older peoople are like this. In fact there are many who live and work much harder and faster than that of many others.
I have no idea why I am writing this but hey...who gives mch of a damn. My head is filled with random knowledge ideas that just reach the surface every now and then which is when I type on here....
Next time, the ideas will turn to who knows what
There are many things that we look over when going about our day to day lives like the idea that the everyone around us is not to be spoken too or somethimes even recognising someones existance. Don't get me wrong, this happens all over the world but the micro climate of here in Thanet seems to escalate things into overdrive. It's like the ideas that if you are one of the older generations then you loook towards us younger generation through the same single blind sided eyes. Just because there is a, I want to say small, Medium majority of us who are the stupid, uneducated idiots that you seem to class everyone of our generation.....does not mean that all of us are like this. Many of us wish to go to university and move on with our lives.
However, that is not to say that the younger generation are any better. When we look at the older people we see see inable people who aer forgetful who remind you every 30 seconds of what happened when they were our age. This, again, is a blind side of the the dice....not all of older peoople are like this. In fact there are many who live and work much harder and faster than that of many others.
I have no idea why I am writing this but hey...who gives mch of a damn. My head is filled with random knowledge ideas that just reach the surface every now and then which is when I type on here....
Next time, the ideas will turn to who knows what
Tuesday, 5 April 2011
One quick rant
So people wish to make snide reamarks about what is and what isn't a sport, well I'm sorry if I sound over dramatic but I have to disagree when it comes to Formula 1. Yes they drive a car and yes they sit down, but to say 'they only drive a car' is totally and unacceptably WRONG.
I know everyone is entitled to their own opinion but to make an observation without knowng what really goes on is just ridiculous. I don't make assumptions about things that I know nothing about and if I did, I wouldn't voice them to someone that I knew liked it.
I would go into an unending list of the numerous activities that Formula 1 drivers have to go through before they even get to drive but that will just waste mine and everyone elses time so I will leave it there.
FORMULA 1 IS A SPORT.....
ps. this is not a retaliation of one or two people but to that of everyone I know and others that believe that Formula 1 should not be classed as a sport.
debate time
pippax
I know everyone is entitled to their own opinion but to make an observation without knowng what really goes on is just ridiculous. I don't make assumptions about things that I know nothing about and if I did, I wouldn't voice them to someone that I knew liked it.
I would go into an unending list of the numerous activities that Formula 1 drivers have to go through before they even get to drive but that will just waste mine and everyone elses time so I will leave it there.
FORMULA 1 IS A SPORT.....
ps. this is not a retaliation of one or two people but to that of everyone I know and others that believe that Formula 1 should not be classed as a sport.
debate time
pippax
Monday, 4 April 2011
Soo...My life
A lot of people may have noticed that the past few weeks or so, I haven't really been acting myself. There has been a lot of things have been going on recently. From one thing to another, it just keeps topping up and I don't know how long it is going to be until I crack. Everything is centred around the 31st May and I am unsure as to whether I can deal with it on my own. There is only so much my family can help and I do not wish to hassel them with these problems, nor do I wish it upon my friends.
What do I do?
What do I do?
Monday, 28 March 2011
Recently....
Recently I have begun to notice that I slightly lose the plot sometimes and I wish to apoligise. I have no idea why or how but does it really make any difference, does it? I mean a little insanity never hurt anyone right?
If so then I am completely buggered
For anyone reading this beware of you inner insanity for when it pops up to say hello, its show time gets longer and longer
Less than a year ago I was a quiet, not that sociable persone who didn't have much of a friend group to hang with. Now that I have let my inner insanity go wild. This allowed me to actullay realise that I do have a personality that some people like.
Now I am no way shy or quiet or unsociable. I have a great group of friends and hey maybe they are a little insane but who isn't???
So recently I found myself for who I really am and not who I pretended to be, lets hope that it can carry on into every aspect of my life
Tuesday, 22 March 2011
Life!
You know when people say that life sucks? Well I think they might be right. Just when you think that the worst is behind you, bad luck stikes again.
When all in my life seems to be going fine and dandy things take a turn for the worst. Today I woke up, went to school and had a great time laughing and joking with my best mates. When I get home I did some homework and watched a couple of comedians on youtube, like any other day but dinner comes and goes and so does the phone. Oh the dreaded phone.
Never want to have a conversation like that again.
And then people say things can only get better. I hope this is true I really, really do
When all in my life seems to be going fine and dandy things take a turn for the worst. Today I woke up, went to school and had a great time laughing and joking with my best mates. When I get home I did some homework and watched a couple of comedians on youtube, like any other day but dinner comes and goes and so does the phone. Oh the dreaded phone.
Never want to have a conversation like that again.
And then people say things can only get better. I hope this is true I really, really do
Tuesday, 8 March 2011
Pancake Day
I love pancake day, but I have never understood why it is reduced to one day a year....Its just not fair.
There so tasty, nothing beats the good old pancake with the lemon and sugar but today we tried something different. strawberries and ice cream with cream mmmmmmmmmmm nomnom
gonna have to extend pancake day from now on to compensate for the extra yumminess that comes with the different flavours to put on top
my Pancakes 2011
There so tasty, nothing beats the good old pancake with the lemon and sugar but today we tried something different. strawberries and ice cream with cream mmmmmmmmmmm nomnom
gonna have to extend pancake day from now on to compensate for the extra yumminess that comes with the different flavours to put on top
Thursday, 3 March 2011
Soppy Post
A FRIEND IS A PERSON YOU CAN TRUST,
WHO WON'T TURN AWAY FROM YOU.
A FRIEND WILL BE THERE
WHEN YOU REALLY NEED SOME ONE.
AND WILL COME TO YOU
WHEN THEY NEED HELP.
A FRIEND WILL LISTEN TO YOU
EVEN WHEN THEY DON'T
UNDERSTAND OR AGREE
WITH YOUR FEELING.
A FRIEND WILL NEVER TRY
TO CHANGE YOU
BUT APPRECIATES YOU FOR
WHO ARE YOU.
A FRIEND IS SOME ONE YOU CAN SHARE
DREAMS, HOPES AND FEELINGS WITH.
A FRIEND ALWAYS REMEMBERS
THE LITTLE THING YOU'VE DONE,
THE TIMES YOU'VE SHARED AND THE TALKS YOU'VE HAD
THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH GREAT FRIENDS!!
WHO WON'T TURN AWAY FROM YOU.
A FRIEND WILL BE THERE
WHEN YOU REALLY NEED SOME ONE.
AND WILL COME TO YOU
WHEN THEY NEED HELP.
A FRIEND WILL LISTEN TO YOU
EVEN WHEN THEY DON'T
UNDERSTAND OR AGREE
WITH YOUR FEELING.
A FRIEND WILL NEVER TRY
TO CHANGE YOU
BUT APPRECIATES YOU FOR
WHO ARE YOU.
A FRIEND IS SOME ONE YOU CAN SHARE
DREAMS, HOPES AND FEELINGS WITH.
A FRIEND ALWAYS REMEMBERS
THE LITTLE THING YOU'VE DONE,
THE TIMES YOU'VE SHARED AND THE TALKS YOU'VE HAD
THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH GREAT FRIENDS!!
Monday, 28 February 2011
A 'Chirpy' Post
It was pointed out to me today that This blog seems to be a pae for me to rant and rave about nothing but thats all about to change.
This is going to be a nice blog post all about happy bunnies and how life is so amazing and pretty little butterflies. No I'm kidding I said it would be chirpy not throwing up smoosh.
Here is a list of just a few things that make my day great;
Laughing along with friends about the littlest things that from an outside point of view would be totally stupid
Being able to come home and sit down and relax and contemplate the day just gone
Being able to make people laugh, even if I don't mean to. This usually means I would have done something that only a retard would do for example, fall down the smallest steps ever.
Yeah there are more things too but to be honest, I cannot be bothered to write them all
So there you have it a 'chirpy' post to kick start a new electronic me! :)
This is going to be a nice blog post all about happy bunnies and how life is so amazing and pretty little butterflies. No I'm kidding I said it would be chirpy not throwing up smoosh.
Here is a list of just a few things that make my day great;
Laughing along with friends about the littlest things that from an outside point of view would be totally stupid
Being able to come home and sit down and relax and contemplate the day just gone
Being able to make people laugh, even if I don't mean to. This usually means I would have done something that only a retard would do for example, fall down the smallest steps ever.
Yeah there are more things too but to be honest, I cannot be bothered to write them all
So there you have it a 'chirpy' post to kick start a new electronic me! :)
Thursday, 24 February 2011
Friday, 18 February 2011
Last day of school before half term
Everyone believes that the last day of any term at school is always a doss day and I will admitt that before I came to 6th Form, this was my opinion. However, now it is just work work work.....
Can we have a little fun back please, It'll be a laugh just you wait and see.
Can we have a little fun back please, It'll be a laugh just you wait and see.
Thursday, 17 February 2011
A Sum up of the songs of a lifetime
1993- I'm Every Woman
, Whitney Houston
Boom! Shake the Room
, DJ Jazzy Jeff and Fresh Prince
Sweat (A La La La La Long)
, Inner Circle
1994- Return to Innocence
, Enigma
I'd Do Anything for Love (But I Won't Do That)
, Meat Loaf
I'll Make Love to You
, Boyz II Men
1995- I'll Stand By You
, Pretenders
No More "I Love You's"
, Annie Lennox
The Rhythm of the Night
, Corona
1996- Macarena
, Los Del Rio
Ironic
, Alanis Morissette
Wonderwall
, Oasis
Children
, Robert Miles
1997- I Believe I Can Fly
, R. Kelly
Wannabe
, Spice Girls
MMMBop
, Hanson
C U When U Get There
, Coolio
Tubthumping
, Chumbawamba
1998- Truly Madly Deeply
, Savage Garden
Gettin' Jiggy Wit It
, Will Smith
Never Ever
, All Saints
Bitter Sweet Symphony
, The Verve
1999- Doo Wop (That Thing)
, Lauryn Hill
I Don't Want to Miss a Thing
, Mark Chesnutt
Man! I Feel Like a Woman!
, Shania Twain
2000- Blue (Da Ba Dee)
, Eiffel 65
The Real Slim Shady
, Eminem
Most Girls
, Pink
2001- Lady Marmalade
, Christina Aguilera, Lil' Kim, Mya & Pink
It Wasn't Me
, Shaggy featuring Ricardo "Rikrok" Ducent
How You Remind Me
, Nickelback
Yellow
, Coldplay
Babylon
, David Gray
2002- Get the Party Started
, Pink
Complicated
, Avril Lavigne
Don't Let Me Get Me
, Pink
Too Bad
, Nickelback
2003- Where is the love Black eyed peas
Someday Nickelback
Hey Ya Outcast
2004- City of blinding Lights U2
Somebody told me The Killers
My happy ending Avril Lavigne
2005- Untitled Simple Plan
Switch Will Smith
Photograph Nickelback
and the list will continue to grow, there is not enough space to put all of MY favourite songs listed but here are a few from by birth year to 2005, bored now so won't put anymore up
Boom! Shake the Room
Sweat (A La La La La Long)
1994- Return to Innocence
I'd Do Anything for Love (But I Won't Do That)
I'll Make Love to You
1995- I'll Stand By You
No More "I Love You's"
The Rhythm of the Night
1996- Macarena
Ironic
Wonderwall
Children
1997- I Believe I Can Fly
Wannabe
MMMBop
C U When U Get There
Tubthumping
1998- Truly Madly Deeply
Gettin' Jiggy Wit It
Never Ever
Bitter Sweet Symphony
1999- Doo Wop (That Thing)
I Don't Want to Miss a Thing
Man! I Feel Like a Woman!
2000- Blue (Da Ba Dee)
The Real Slim Shady
Most Girls
2001- Lady Marmalade
It Wasn't Me
How You Remind Me
Yellow
Babylon
2002- Get the Party Started
Complicated
Don't Let Me Get Me
Too Bad
2003- Where is the love Black eyed peas
Someday Nickelback
Hey Ya Outcast
2004- City of blinding Lights U2
Somebody told me The Killers
My happy ending Avril Lavigne
2005- Untitled Simple Plan
Switch Will Smith
Photograph Nickelback
and the list will continue to grow, there is not enough space to put all of MY favourite songs listed but here are a few from by birth year to 2005, bored now so won't put anymore up
Friday, 11 February 2011
A New Post From a New place
Happy once agaim and I tell you what it is a good thing!
Really felt down yesterday and to all my friends, I apologize. I am not one to be around when I am in a down mood, But Tell you what, people would hate to see me in a crappy stressed out mood and I hope not to put that into practice. Sitting here now allows me to think of a couple of things that I wish to change with my Life and it starts here.
Number 1
Don't give up and stick to what I believe in!!
Number 2
Remember to have a laugh and notn get caught out and left begind because otherwise I will always feel one step behind everything and everyone else!
Number 3
Say to people whats actually on my mind and not keep them guessing no matter how fun or upsetting it may get....The truth is always better then whatever else
Number 4
Don't let my emotions get in the way and stupid stuff build up inside until I explode.
So here is to a new....
Really felt down yesterday and to all my friends, I apologize. I am not one to be around when I am in a down mood, But Tell you what, people would hate to see me in a crappy stressed out mood and I hope not to put that into practice. Sitting here now allows me to think of a couple of things that I wish to change with my Life and it starts here.
Number 1
Don't give up and stick to what I believe in!!
Number 2
Remember to have a laugh and notn get caught out and left begind because otherwise I will always feel one step behind everything and everyone else!
Number 3
Say to people whats actually on my mind and not keep them guessing no matter how fun or upsetting it may get....The truth is always better then whatever else
Number 4
Don't let my emotions get in the way and stupid stuff build up inside until I explode.
So here is to a new....
Thursday, 10 February 2011
Wish It would all just go away
Well today has been fun.....Correction....No way in hell I hate the way people can go through life thinking that all is ok when its NOT!!! How can life be fine when You start and end the day feeling like crap???? Makes no bloody sense. Then theres the fact that you cannot live your life cause you are stuck in the circle of chaos of Work, Work, Work NO money left to have fun, work oh and guess what...WORK!!
I might sound like such a downer but to be honest, at the moment I kinda feel like it! Everyone is intitled to an off day at some point, and I guess that I will wake up Happy as Larry once again.
Next Time I see Larry, remind me to ask him why he never gets sad!
I might sound like such a downer but to be honest, at the moment I kinda feel like it! Everyone is intitled to an off day at some point, and I guess that I will wake up Happy as Larry once again.
Next Time I see Larry, remind me to ask him why he never gets sad!
Wednesday, 9 February 2011
edit my life...
People go through life always saying that their life isn't perfect and to be honest, I am one of them. I wake up every morning tired and lousy, when I get out and about, I finally wake up to realise where I am and get put down in the dumps. By midday, my spirits have lifted and I can begin to enjoy the day
The end of the day comes and goes and my life still has the same meaning
Wow don't I sound happy :)
On the plus side I have some great firends and a great Family
Thanks for being there when when I need you guys
The end of the day comes and goes and my life still has the same meaning
Wow don't I sound happy :)
On the plus side I have some great firends and a great Family
Thanks for being there when when I need you guys
Wednesday, 26 January 2011
Whoo have just realised that I can now go on here, facebook and Twitter all on my lovely iPod whilst my laptop :( is in laptop A&E repair! This is great news and as I write this there are so many things I could put down :).
Unfortunately, I have to use the small keypad so it means a possibility of increased typos from now until I receive my well rested and hopefully back to full health laptop which will be about another week! Hope you can tollerate it till then ;)
Unfortunately, I have to use the small keypad so it means a possibility of increased typos from now until I receive my well rested and hopefully back to full health laptop which will be about another week! Hope you can tollerate it till then ;)
Monday, 24 January 2011
Things that make me go hmmmmm
There has always been confusing to me in every sense of the word. Things like, why do we go to school knowing that we are going to get bored at least once. Why do we have one thing set in mind when we know that we are not going to follow them?
Then there are the other questions in like like, do people actually like me and would I want to know if the didn't? Why do I come onto the computer everyday and then onto Facebook when the only people I talk to on there are the ones I speak to everyday?
And then there is the big question...Why am I writing it on here??
Then there are the other questions in like like, do people actually like me and would I want to know if the didn't? Why do I come onto the computer everyday and then onto Facebook when the only people I talk to on there are the ones I speak to everyday?
And then there is the big question...Why am I writing it on here??
Sunday, 23 January 2011
Just a random post for thought
I was just getting ready for the Gym this morning when I began to wonder..... Many religions take Sunday as a day of rest, so why, in Christiantity for example, do they tell you to get up and go to church???? It baffles me how people follow these religions when they don't even make sense!!
So with this still playing in my mind I left for the Bus Stop which so happens to be next to a church and what do I see? People heading into it (the church) at 9 in the morning and as far as I know.... church assembly doesn't start till 10!!! MAD, the lot of them.
Ps Sorry if this offends any religious person that I know but I just don't get it.
So with this still playing in my mind I left for the Bus Stop which so happens to be next to a church and what do I see? People heading into it (the church) at 9 in the morning and as far as I know.... church assembly doesn't start till 10!!! MAD, the lot of them.
Ps Sorry if this offends any religious person that I know but I just don't get it.
Thursday, 20 January 2011
Well Well Well
I have seen one person today that just made me want to blow a gasket but I held my breath and stuck to my strengths, sitting and ignoring. I think that is what I am good at. Sitting and ignoring.....maybe I should do it more often as I think is would make a difference. I mean if I did do that then would people respect me more or would they see me as a social retard?
No I think I will stick to what I do now and forever.....have a laugh and when people really piss me off, take it all in and bury it deep. The problem comes when I bury too many of these 'problems' and I explode. Not literally obviously but when things get tough you just need to let loose. Should people hold this against me? Well if they do TOUGH SHIT!!
Sorry to sound so evil dramatic but Just had a little on my mind
No I think I will stick to what I do now and forever.....have a laugh and when people really piss me off, take it all in and bury it deep. The problem comes when I bury too many of these 'problems' and I explode. Not literally obviously but when things get tough you just need to let loose. Should people hold this against me? Well if they do TOUGH SHIT!!
Sorry to sound so evil dramatic but Just had a little on my mind
Wednesday, 19 January 2011
Right, a blog entry.....not a facebook status.....
I am told time and time again that ti make it a blog entyr it has to be long and more than what you can put into a facebook status or a tweet on twitter. So here goes my forst tru attempt at it.
I will sart with the basics just to allow me to make up precious character space.
My name is Philippa Jade Ralph and I am 17 years old. It may come a s a surprise to many people but yes I am a teenager who actually enjoys being civilised. There are many people out there who believe that young people today are the worst they have ever been and yes I can see why they say this but not all of us are like that....
SO STOP STEROTYPING!!!!!!!!
This blog entry is not meant to be a rant but I spose it will turn out that way at the end.
Moving on, and I wish to become a police officer and to be a good one at that. Whether or not you believe that this is possible, I don't mind. The reason I want to become an officer I cannot tell you but its what I wanna do. :)
I love T.V and I would never give it up for anything
Three things that I would pick to take if in a fire apart from the obvious which would be photos and family are:
My Gizmo teddy, yes that is Gizmo as in Gremlins gizmo...I've had ot for as long as I can remember.
My T.A.R.D.I.S clock. I made it in year 10 and although it was made quite poorly, I love it.
and finally,
My electronic disk. It has two settings, normal and sound and touch activation. Best thing to have on next to the speakers when listening to song with good bass.
Sad I know but who cares.
There you go. My first proper blog entry.
Enjoy!!!
I will sart with the basics just to allow me to make up precious character space.
My name is Philippa Jade Ralph and I am 17 years old. It may come a s a surprise to many people but yes I am a teenager who actually enjoys being civilised. There are many people out there who believe that young people today are the worst they have ever been and yes I can see why they say this but not all of us are like that....
SO STOP STEROTYPING!!!!!!!!
This blog entry is not meant to be a rant but I spose it will turn out that way at the end.
Moving on, and I wish to become a police officer and to be a good one at that. Whether or not you believe that this is possible, I don't mind. The reason I want to become an officer I cannot tell you but its what I wanna do. :)
I love T.V and I would never give it up for anything
Three things that I would pick to take if in a fire apart from the obvious which would be photos and family are:
My Gizmo teddy, yes that is Gizmo as in Gremlins gizmo...I've had ot for as long as I can remember.
My T.A.R.D.I.S clock. I made it in year 10 and although it was made quite poorly, I love it.
and finally,
My electronic disk. It has two settings, normal and sound and touch activation. Best thing to have on next to the speakers when listening to song with good bass.
Sad I know but who cares.
There you go. My first proper blog entry.
Enjoy!!!
Added extra
Not a day goes by without another when you do not become bemused by one thing or another, whether it is something said or something done it makes no difference. You can go through life doubting the facts but they are righ in front of you. these bemusing facts are true to life and there is nothing you can do about it!!!
Sunday, 16 January 2011
Why Television is the reason behind the failure of my educational life
You see, the thing is I have to revise for my exams but the tv is situated right in front of me just waiting for me to turn it on. The problem occurs when I try and use my will power to carry on with the revision, but I don't have any will power to counter act the forces of the Television set!!!
So the story concludes that I give up on the revision, turn on the T.V and watch some of the best and worst T.V on the box and have the work books laying open next to me so that if anyone comes in and sees what I am doing..... its revision with some backlight and some sweet music of the television set!!
:~)
So the story concludes that I give up on the revision, turn on the T.V and watch some of the best and worst T.V on the box and have the work books laying open next to me so that if anyone comes in and sees what I am doing..... its revision with some backlight and some sweet music of the television set!!
:~)
Friday, 14 January 2011
Wednesday, 12 January 2011
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