Friday, 29 April 2011
The video that was refused by facebook!!!!!
I tried to put this on facebook and it told me that it had to be removed because it contained something or other which it doesn't so here it is as I think its a nice video and want you all to see it
Sunday, 24 April 2011
A namelss blog for meaningful words
Today I went over to my mothers and that is always a nice time in my opinion. Its nice to get away from the everyday routine. It was also nice to see my younger brothers andd sister who I haven't seen in a while. The only problem is that this side of my family is going through a lot of problems at the moment. I don't think it is my place to state what is going on but I need to vent somewhere and here is where to for that to happen. I do not want to burden anyone with what going on in my head at the moment as there are probably more dramatic things going on in their lives then in my head. So I am going to write it all down and if anyone reads it then they will have a glimpse into what is going on.
At 18years old people start to belive that you are more grown up and adult both physically and mentally. This does not happen overnight and I don't know whether that is a good thing or not. I want to be informed of what is going on in the real world and not kept out of the loop like a child but it can become too much. I do not think I am mature enough yet to cope with some of the emothional demands of what some adults have to go through.
Basically, my mum lets me know how the situation involving my younger siblings is going on once a week. I want to know what is going on but I am finding it difficult to keep my emothions in check. I want to stay strong for her and I don't know if I can. I am really worried that this situation is going to break up the family and I do not want this to happenas I think anyone would.
Today was hard as mum had more to say about the situation then usual and teh stuff that was said was difficult to hear. The annoying thing is that there isn't 1 bloody think I can do about it and its driving me insane. I know how my mum must feel but stress is running high here too due to exams that will determine my future are coming up. When is it that the most problematic moments in your life occour when you never want them too?
At 18years old people start to belive that you are more grown up and adult both physically and mentally. This does not happen overnight and I don't know whether that is a good thing or not. I want to be informed of what is going on in the real world and not kept out of the loop like a child but it can become too much. I do not think I am mature enough yet to cope with some of the emothional demands of what some adults have to go through.
Basically, my mum lets me know how the situation involving my younger siblings is going on once a week. I want to know what is going on but I am finding it difficult to keep my emothions in check. I want to stay strong for her and I don't know if I can. I am really worried that this situation is going to break up the family and I do not want this to happenas I think anyone would.
Today was hard as mum had more to say about the situation then usual and teh stuff that was said was difficult to hear. The annoying thing is that there isn't 1 bloody think I can do about it and its driving me insane. I know how my mum must feel but stress is running high here too due to exams that will determine my future are coming up. When is it that the most problematic moments in your life occour when you never want them too?
Sunday, 17 April 2011
just a glance
I have been thinking and reflecting on the day to day goings on throughout the community which is Thanet.
There are many things that we look over when going about our day to day lives like the idea that the everyone around us is not to be spoken too or somethimes even recognising someones existance. Don't get me wrong, this happens all over the world but the micro climate of here in Thanet seems to escalate things into overdrive. It's like the ideas that if you are one of the older generations then you loook towards us younger generation through the same single blind sided eyes. Just because there is a, I want to say small, Medium majority of us who are the stupid, uneducated idiots that you seem to class everyone of our generation.....does not mean that all of us are like this. Many of us wish to go to university and move on with our lives.
However, that is not to say that the younger generation are any better. When we look at the older people we see see inable people who aer forgetful who remind you every 30 seconds of what happened when they were our age. This, again, is a blind side of the the dice....not all of older peoople are like this. In fact there are many who live and work much harder and faster than that of many others.
I have no idea why I am writing this but hey...who gives mch of a damn. My head is filled with random knowledge ideas that just reach the surface every now and then which is when I type on here....
Next time, the ideas will turn to who knows what
There are many things that we look over when going about our day to day lives like the idea that the everyone around us is not to be spoken too or somethimes even recognising someones existance. Don't get me wrong, this happens all over the world but the micro climate of here in Thanet seems to escalate things into overdrive. It's like the ideas that if you are one of the older generations then you loook towards us younger generation through the same single blind sided eyes. Just because there is a, I want to say small, Medium majority of us who are the stupid, uneducated idiots that you seem to class everyone of our generation.....does not mean that all of us are like this. Many of us wish to go to university and move on with our lives.
However, that is not to say that the younger generation are any better. When we look at the older people we see see inable people who aer forgetful who remind you every 30 seconds of what happened when they were our age. This, again, is a blind side of the the dice....not all of older peoople are like this. In fact there are many who live and work much harder and faster than that of many others.
I have no idea why I am writing this but hey...who gives mch of a damn. My head is filled with random knowledge ideas that just reach the surface every now and then which is when I type on here....
Next time, the ideas will turn to who knows what
Tuesday, 5 April 2011
One quick rant
So people wish to make snide reamarks about what is and what isn't a sport, well I'm sorry if I sound over dramatic but I have to disagree when it comes to Formula 1. Yes they drive a car and yes they sit down, but to say 'they only drive a car' is totally and unacceptably WRONG.
I know everyone is entitled to their own opinion but to make an observation without knowng what really goes on is just ridiculous. I don't make assumptions about things that I know nothing about and if I did, I wouldn't voice them to someone that I knew liked it.
I would go into an unending list of the numerous activities that Formula 1 drivers have to go through before they even get to drive but that will just waste mine and everyone elses time so I will leave it there.
FORMULA 1 IS A SPORT.....
ps. this is not a retaliation of one or two people but to that of everyone I know and others that believe that Formula 1 should not be classed as a sport.
debate time
pippax
I know everyone is entitled to their own opinion but to make an observation without knowng what really goes on is just ridiculous. I don't make assumptions about things that I know nothing about and if I did, I wouldn't voice them to someone that I knew liked it.
I would go into an unending list of the numerous activities that Formula 1 drivers have to go through before they even get to drive but that will just waste mine and everyone elses time so I will leave it there.
FORMULA 1 IS A SPORT.....
ps. this is not a retaliation of one or two people but to that of everyone I know and others that believe that Formula 1 should not be classed as a sport.
debate time
pippax
Monday, 4 April 2011
Soo...My life
A lot of people may have noticed that the past few weeks or so, I haven't really been acting myself. There has been a lot of things have been going on recently. From one thing to another, it just keeps topping up and I don't know how long it is going to be until I crack. Everything is centred around the 31st May and I am unsure as to whether I can deal with it on my own. There is only so much my family can help and I do not wish to hassel them with these problems, nor do I wish it upon my friends.
What do I do?
What do I do?
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