Denial

I think I have finally accepted the fact that I am emotionally immature. I always had an incline that I was but never wanted to admitt it. I do not think though, that this is always a bad thing but when you are trying to convince your parents that you are mature enough to start living your life, it can become a bit of a problem. Luckily today, when this occoured to me, I managed to hide away so no one actually found out....phew!!!

You may want to know how and this event occoured and I would love to share all but I do not think I am ready to share all information and its not really my place to say anyway. All I will say is that it has to do with family situation. What gets to me is that I want to stay strong for my family and be there when they need a helping hand or a reassuring thumb!

So from now on a change of mood is necerssairy, I need to talk control of my emotions and not let everything get me down. I need to realise that I can be sad but that does not technically mean I have to cry. I think this is possible but it will take time and a lot of effort. I have to remember to staty strong otherwise all will not be ok

OK i know this was another misrable post but next time I promise it will be nice and cheery