A break for my Best friend

Well,

Over the past 3/4s of a year I have made some really great friends within my University but there is only one or two out of them that I know I can REALLY REALLY confide in. Unfortunately, I have never really recognised that telling these people everything wrong with my life could have an affect on theirs.... Over the last month, I have needed someone to confide in and this one person has been there through it all fo me but I have never taken a step back to think

'Hang on a second.... what is all of this doing to them??'

Last night I was told that someone cannot always necerssarily take on all of my woes and worries and fears for me and it made me realise how selfish I had become......

This blog is written for this person to give them a break from all of the S*** that I have placed on them over the last few months. and if they ever read it I hope that they can forgive me for all the crap I have put them through. 

I think the major problem for me right now is the fact that I don't know what I am doing with my life at the minute. I know what I want to be an SC and I want to finish uni and I want to do so many things right now BUT seem to be messing everything up in my aspirations to do it......

I seem to ruin every friendship I have and I recently have rushed into a relationship that I am not sure is what I really want.

I want to move out and I really don't know how to tell my parents

I am always tired and stressed atm and hate it

I feel that the way I am at the minute no one wants to be around me and that I I am just so sorry to anyone and everyone that I seem to have annoyed


SORRY SORRY SORRY